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argieArt 2007


a Primer consisting of
rough drafts of
sketchy notes to
the full-time
occasional artist

Name:

another wave on another ocean in another universe at another time

20070101

a01 : consumers of the great vertical path ; tried and true , and tired too ; various drafts

. in darkness crowded , no longer sweltering , here in a kingdom of he, we presume , that unseen svelter King of Ing ; each body speaking its fancied franchise of This , the uncomplicated albeit incomple(te)d Absolute ; folk free of ennui innocently engaged upon variations of a lark , sparrow , what have you : they and we of peculiar approaches each having taken – taken as though to their very own abode as frivolity’s infinitudes of infidelities incomplete their tasks of transient molten joys unaccompanied ; various trembling mobilizations upon the flanks of another entity’s minor incredulity ; a surprising place and a gesture of manner so to speak to park beyond the unseen palace , to be upon any equally ancient of masonry bridges ; a farther end narrows , the downward drift , funnelwise-inward-inverted in the manner of a so-to-speak chicane [1] perchance or rather more , as’s been jotted , on along t’ward some farther end , just past the charming chateau of the charlatans .

. meanwhile in any event , meanwhile , amid this ; a darker garish lighting ; a demure one , she and i , all two of us having so arrived in this very moment hereto , this queue , our partaking of parking in a whimsical manner more slightly verging upon a more nearby seeming , an allotted residual thing of Ing – what might as well be more anciently or accurately spoken among we , good Ramblers green , dusky travelers dim and corporal ; a corporate entity somewhat diminished , a relatively untarnished investment in motors , here in the kingdom of the thin king .

. these we call the things to which we cling , the verge transpiring as though then , when vehicles' respirations in such a darkness upon a time as though lit by distant pyre deeper within , more ruddy in complexities sparked ; a complexion fueled , one fancies , by folk engaged all amid a while in sublime fixation , upon these the stranger revelries of shopage ; a spree and partying sensibility ; movement vaguely lost in the flowing of we , the friendlier of fools ; all of the toward ; the these of flowering compulsions largely insensate in desire and random residues of longing to be - to be of what we're not quite yet so sure .

. and so thus as if - as though of the long and short of our somewhat shortened longings , it is as we perceive , a short respite in such a light ; but meanwhile these couple or several , these miscreants , lads arising to put aside our tentative delight , piratical primarily in such labors of manifestation , theirs a more dark and peripheral vision , here as though edgy on embrasures farther down , deep river forming to nibble upon a higher embankment , infestations of ledges . this then the dark and shrubby revetment in which far below , river’s cladding upon vestiges , a rather more venal investment in prior foamings via emigrants' profligacies , shared cladistics , pushed forth from among prenuptial residues , amid agape’s lost and almost longings .

. she then , like we , all in the sense of she and i , descending womb-cast in this manner from previous legends , expressing now all her remnants lost , susurrations of her at last latent metrical concerns , i preparing to be of the mean , preparing to meanwhile most manfully confront these peculiar particularities of nature’s , as though a reflection of such an ego so unkind , to so openly be adored , this door in particular via which an egress all of a suddenness as though it might be my right to make might make right this peculiar passion of a nature so as to direct them most direct unto hell , a stillness in motion lost amid subtleties of sublimations of their alleged souls , into this our commonality of minor concerns - our community of life and thus death , and all and sundries as to which they might so very sufficiently , via varieties of increasingly improper behaviors , be intellectually alluding , though filled as if of emotions abiding surreal and something thus , or therefore of , though not entire , a somewhat surprise abetting desire , all this in regard thus to this her intensity as though arisen from some slight and prior intimacy , her suddenly touching concern , their blades then largely glinting , jackets and other dark repositories of manifestation , night things thus is if from far and away from an as if and so .

. and so on so soon and so , or as though , congealed from a mist , she sweet hapless lass alighting here within my geometric if not Grammatik protection , having lain claim so abruptly thus , to have pulled forth from the disturbed dream of reality a longer blade’s observations , dealing perforce to kill me perchance , all per these her farcical unintended co-arisings , her unintended buddies of this hapless venal plot having happened to so havin' arisen , swift these manners , the lack thereof of a previous haven , and so thereupon , as though from unwing’d darkness flowing , unto this time taken to be a reckoning following a flowering of reason quartered via inflections of emergent proficiencies , as if such a fellow – a bad boy filled all from such a lack of manners , in the manner of one outside of the seasons , of two or several , beginning now this attack preponderantly dependant upon his - their - most intense and compulsive immediacy of domination , to bespeak each strange thirst , shirking a good ploy , a venture into a lack of preponderant methodology among mythologies of virtue ; any randomly sampled set of berserkers one and all , as if each such farce upon unalloyed rims , coming to be at rest upon a full frontal set of strong and bloodless tires , thereby to be so most immediately tormented , unequivocally killed , or otherwise ruptured coma-wise onwardly , disowned in this manner all the way up the alleged food chain as meanwhile is merely of his - their - more dark concern , even as is the flesh and blood of any valued fiend , kith and kindled tapas afame with the tastes thus quenched , as is the meanwhile to have turned upon him thus while still all in the driving , thrust upon him while seated , as he unto me with his blade had chosen , merely these higher beams of light , that she might while still in this our mode of fidelities of identifications , of his somewhat blinded lack of demeanor and form , from pulling slightly , abruptly , t’ward him the manner of an unparking , away in the backward manner pulling outward glistening , a swifter pace no longer , hardly is of any help whatsoever to he , or we , meanwhile of now , following in alacritous gate ; so thus so to begin any similarity of dislodgement , having deposited the flowing , to disembark all the meanwhile to so very disengage – this most remarkable lack of trust as no doubt to him seems - to him and his colleague - a most doughty and manly stabbing and slashing awash in another minimally appalling ruby direness of disrespectful lighting .

. shining therefore , gaudy and glum , and most immediately upon him , continuously , backing off again meanwhile , more adroitly in manners , all the while most urgently urging ; urging by constraint of circumstance she phone most immediately the infamous 911 although not magically and meanwhile , again ; to park so very again upon enough so as though to do and meanwhile amid such a far more narrow contrivance of convenience .

. descending thus , or descended ; we ; putting on hold varieties of similarities ; this the more peculiar of stresses , in particular as though only how long ago now , knowing these milder fringes of melding maelstrom ; this particular version of an increasingly urban jugular vanity ; later perchance a projection more venous ; to manage any climb back up into yet another version of this fraudulent reality , fixed in this transient unspeakable awareness .

meanwhile , so crowded into the interim , that one might well inquire why – why we’ve even bothered to visit such a madhouse in the first place ; in particular this as is merely an attempt at passing through . thus detouring as though through a vestibule ; a vestibule of a ladies’ room ; the powder room some might portray but here outside ; lit in this same intensity of dim monochromatic shades of a ruddier glow . my concern , however , predominately that of pushing through , wondering where she’s gone and what she’s done , but also encountering this curly-topped racemic mirror image , the hint of an alleged self of me , he pushing also , most similarly , through – though of a somewhat different seeming of intentionality – through a tightness of fit of so multiplicitous and lovely a convention of the wisdom of women milling all about ; these appalling shades of appealing red .

. soon enough all this however dissolves , as a certain urgency overtakes me in a manner displacing any residual sifting through such a great ambience of shopping and its various concomitant frivolities of such a great and commercial concern . and on through and up the channel similar to an inverted and shallow omega of two orientations ; lit variously as though via the natural luminescence of the gemstones lining its core and peripheries in this flow of the river of night , encouraged by the crowds upon either side to migrate stochastically toward the more central channel , clambering in increasingly gymnastic manner , tolling over time as a function , a waveform , a ever-more-buff body of such structure and character and mien ; perhaps the small abrasion and gentle cut now and then ; thus this of the subtleties of transformation , sublimity via perseverance , suddenly mete and varieties of the laying on of hands , the pulling on the hand holds .

. thus ; surprisingly thus ; and so suddenly so , all in these the moments of such an arising , my greatest of hidden concerns , all in regard to any set of safer consequences , the vehicle in question , somewhat slightly forgotten , coming now as though most suddenly upon , this my clambering climb , solo and stronger in the passage as though seeking eternity , these the surprisingly handsome young miscreants , here once again emergent – first the more ethnic-seeming , and then the more Northern European , here where once again the way has turned once more to somewhat more horizontal ; bridge-like ; strangely lit , through the slight patina of blood coating my skin or light corpuscular gloves ; a more slender foamy reddish nano-silk body-suit ; our slight ambiance of clothing here in the food-body . and whether more my blood or theirs ; relatively irrelevant .

. meanwhile more Northern European ; fellow burly , thick of hair ; thinking here in the kingdom of the thin King Ing , certainly must be such a one as jokes . so thinks he as meanwhile pulling him exactly , inexorably ; this grip away from residues of what he’s taken to be his security , despite a most limpet-like grasp onto the riveted metal no longer molten , this superstructure , a bridgework of framing .

. his shocked disbelief thus . this that I’d hurl him downward and , despite all this , his mind , his minor infraction therein as though not noticing ; there putting him and it and so forth in the manner of tortoises downward thus into an onward went and goes this his corporal form ; amid they and we and i ; see him onward owned by patient gravity’s orthogonally downward urging , into the Far Beneath goodbye , almost now to have vanished as though forever in peculiar manner into the lower realms beyond any local king , of all as have descended now , our most local abyss . reference-free shrinking . the goodly distance . a diminishment known . distance .

. and turning now unto his buddy and pal , his somewhat surreptitiously swarthy partner in crime , to down pass put he also . he pulling him too from the tenacity of his heroic grip ; this grip as though mine . and . though meanwhile his first friend and colleague in criminality , due to any counterweighing one supposes of what might be regurgitated as his beneficial khamma having called in upon a debt or hand dealt by the gods of The Absolute , having fallen thus not utterly from view of each such second gentleman , seemingly now unwilling to take also such a risk in my burly grasp and so , less manly yet more spontaneously calling out to yet another – the third as though , “ give me the money for the tires ! ” and so all this , this newfound spirit of hesitant spontaneity of cooperation amid a more heightened stress of passing moments , the transition into transaction partaken quickly by all . including I . who take thus their offering of recompense , dashing him thus not unto the Far Beneath , wondering meanwhile still as to what and who – in this our ruddy orange ambience , this stranger tableau as . though lit largely from . below .

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[1] rather more in the sense sfotjamirs–qiom [some grecian font].